I've sat down several times in an attempt to document all that has gone on in the Dalley home since Christmas, and it just is not happening. In fact I have been sitting here long enough for my lap top to go from a 4% to a 99% and I still don't have hardly anything to post. (I'm embarrassed to say that since I pride my self on the fact that I can get a thousand things done at one time)
I'm in one of those I wish I could be better at everything moods. So when I am in those moods I feel like if I can't do it all why do anything at all, ridiculous I know!
Every time I get on here to post I just feel guilty about how behind I am. I keep thinking I am going to get on this glorious routine and be like the "good mom's" and keep up and it just doesn't happen. Maybe one day I will be alot better at keeping up. OR I may not.
I want to keep up because I want to never forget life as I know it now. I want to forever and always remember my little angels, yet I know that I will forget what happened just yesterday and the memories will fade! And THAT is why I want to keep up better, for that reason and for that reason only!
To get to why I'm sad.
Our wonderful neighbors are moving!
When Rachel told me I was in shock, like had no ideas what to say shock. We've all just become such good buds that it's so hard! I got that sad sick feeling when I opened my window to a big fat for sale sign in the yard. They have been life savors for us. Now- they are staying right here in town which I am very grateful for, but it will not be the same. I have been spoiled having them so close, someone to talk to, playmates for the girls, a sitter for 8 minutes while I pick B up from school, and an egg for the times when I can't possibly get out but all I need is one egg and really I could go on and on and on oh and for those times when you have to take child 1 to get 12 stitches and the thought of taking child 2 and 3 makes you even sicker than the thought of getting 12 stitches!
Ethan reminded me that maybe the reason for all this was to help us stay afloat in this new strange place at first and now we need to grow a bit, and be "one our own". It all sounds silly to be so sad over such a thing but they will really be missed as next door neighbors (in fact we even share a wall they live so close). I'm sure we still have many happy memories to share so I am thankful they are not going far!














